Un-Fun

So my biggest side-effect and most disturbing one of being pregnant is feeling EXTREMELY UN-FUN! Ugh, this is like a life disappointment. I have been exhausted and so every time I am not doing something I HAVE to do, I am on our couch relaxing or napping. I never see mu friends, I am not planning anything, I'm not finding any fun things to do around Grand Rapids. I feel my zest for life has left me, and my zest for sleeping is full throttle. Even when I talk to people I am totally un-enthused. I know I am talking pretty mono-tone, no expression, no hand motions (which I am known for) just boring talking...oh and I am not offering any extra information either. I was talking to one of my friends who is also preggo right now (after I had a dream that I was crying and telling her I was sorry I wasn't fun anymore and begging her to still be my friend...) anyways, she said that she isn't very fun right now either, but we are on the edge of turning the corner out of the first trimester and she assured me I will get my fun back! I am clinging to this like a squirrel to it's prize acorn!

I find this depicts my journey with fun all too well. At first I had a bunch, everything was great, then I lost it all, then I was just watching it all around me, unable to get it, then I got some back but whenever I would have fun it would knock me out totally leaving me laying on my back sleeping on the couch while all the fun drifted away...and here I am with no fun :(