So far being pregnant I have realized that everyone tries to tell you things that they think is a newsflash to you. I am not one of those people who needs to talk about it all the time...I will if people talk to me or ask me questions that great, I love questions, but I am not one to bring it up. I think it is weird that everyone is like "That's what you have to look forward to" when a baby is crying or something, or "now you will get to see what it's like." Yeah I am aware of that. I am aware that my kid will cry, drive me crazy, make me uncomfortable in public, cause me problems I have not thought of, be wonderful, be hilarious, and a number of other things. I expect to have moments where I have no idea what I am doing, where I just want to cry, where I want to kiss my kid so much, when I am just exhausted, where I am so happy to see the smallest new thing.
In life in general I am not surprised by much, things people tell me very rarely cause me to gasp or be surprised by much. Everyone has their own life and lots of different things happen in those lives.
I don't even know if this makes sense, but it was something I needed to vent about for a minute.
Oh also, since I have been pregnant I have been exhausted....typical, well I am not a good tired person, I am not talkative, I do what I need and then go to sleep when I can. This does not mean that I am mad or in a bad mood. Just cause someone doesn't talk doesn't mean they are in a bad mood. Everyone has been thinking I am in a bad mood...Just tired people. It's ok not to be super full of energy all the time.
Ok...whew... sorry about that rant, but I needed to get that out!
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